Expressing myself is not something that I find to be easy. I envy those who have no problem expressing themselves and know just the right way to do it. Some people express through music or through art, others through photos or through writing. Whatever it may be, they know what they’re doing, and they know how to do it well, and most importantly, they don’t worry about the judgment of others. I am not one of those people. I’ve been struggling to find myself lately. I’m not sure who I am or how to show the world who I am. That’s not something I’m proud of, or really care to admit to. But I’m sick of being “lost.”

I’m hoping that creating this tumblr account can help me out in finding myself and expressing who I really am. I looked at a few of my friend’s pages and it amazed me how much of that person I saw in their page. I’m hoping to do the same with mine. Who knows, maybe creating this account will do nothing for me- I guess there’s only one way to find out…

27th April 2010

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I want out.

There’s a saying that goes something along the lines of “Love is when you can’t fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.” Well what about the opposite? What about when all you want to do is sleep because dreams are better than your reality?

I’m sick of waking up wishing I was someone and somewhere else. I open my eyes and “It’s Just Another Day” plays in my head. I need change.

There’s a point in your life when you just need to get away and start a new life…I have reached that point.

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